....so now this is where I just sit here and wait and get nervous, and sweat, and need a drink. I am sure we are in for a nice ride through the night so my nervousness will probably cause me to blog every 5 minutes.
The fact that we are in the same room as Lucian was born floods my brain with memories (especially since we were here for so long). I remember the thoughts, the unknown, the questions, the worry. I remember feeling like my Dad was up there watching down over us and making sure everything went okay.....and, of course, it was all magical and LXD is a wonderful little boy.
But now I sit here (in a terribly uncomfortable chair), watching nurses swarm in and out trying to get an IV into Christine, and while I feel a sense of calmness because I know what the birth process is going to be like, I am overwhelmed with the thoughts of having a little baby girl in my arms in just a few short hours.
It was impossible to fathom how much I would love Lucian before he was born, and now I am feeling those same pangs. I just can't wait to meet her.....yes I am gushing, but doesn't every Dad feel what it is going to be like to see his little girl go through life the minute he lays his eyes on her for the first time?
What will she be like? Will she have as much personality as Lucian? Will she be a tomboy like her cousin Angela? No matter what she is already loved by everyone as we are all awaiting her arrival on this cold winter day.
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I can't wait to meet her as well. Tell Lucian that I said that I miss him! I know she will be perfect any way she is only because she is my cousin and we have similar personalities. I hope she will be like me, sweet and innocent. She will definitely have Lucian's energy and strength. She will be a perfect little baby girl. I love you guys!! Good Luck!!
-Kayla
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